Today morning I slept at 7:30 am and woke up at 12:30 pm in the after noon its starting point of day. I woke up because of my aunty daughter she came to my room to view from the window. she is suffering from chicken pox from yesterday. i woke up in shock by saying please don't come near to me but she ignored  still she came and done what she wants from that time started worry started washing my blanket and bed spread and next turn to wash cloths and next started sprinkling turmeric water but still fear is there in my mind and next my old roommate call me and chatted some time and my mom call me and I talk to her some time she looks very nice to me  and then gone to take shower and came eat bread and later again there is a missedcall from my parents and speak to her  for an hour ands later eat some chips and slept like that...good night.

yesterday I didn't slept properly because of work and coming from work spoke to one of my friend in sainsburys   about an hour about the happening at my back in the store felt bad about the people and how cruel they are, and after that I called my lovely Mom spoke to her about 1:30 mins and fell asleep with out knowing because of last night work and no sleep. slept like that and after some time I got a call from my aunt and woke up and got ready for some other work from that time time became worse wasted like an hour in cold because of wrong destination after a bit struggling reached to place where we need to go and came back from there about 12 pm and had a appointment in Apple store because of my phone problem from 1week my iphone vibration is not working its really annoying me when i kept my phone in silent so its at 4:30 pm and by lying on bed browsed for other jobs got call from  my aunty and spoke to her today and slept about an hour and started to get ready to Stratford and gone to Ilford station and waited in the 3rd platform no trains are coming i realised and checked my phone i shows take platform and go towards Liverpool and taken train and reached to Stratford reached 4pm and still 30 mins left appointment but the place Westfield is very big and its really make me happy by seeing that i enjoyed there and gone to apple store and just checking the specification of mac book pro so at 4:26 called one of the apple and said about my appointment and he told other women she checked in me and they told me to wait some time 10 mins after that I don't like to speak black people so i decide to talk with an Asian guy but time is reverse and one black girl called my name just i raised my hand just sat on the chair and she came to me and asked me what's the problem i already stated my problem in the comments while reserving my appointment again i told her she checked it and she taken my phone inside and they tighten the screws of vibrator and came to me and given i checked its OK i asked her so is there any chance of getting the same problem she told by nodding head and other problem with toch sensitivity before i taken to Covent garden store for same thing but same problem raised i got anger i told whole story i think that problem you didn't update I told her do u have new  updates than check and tell she checked and told no she irritated me by asking lot questions lastly she changed phone by taking reviews and later just walking in that mall i need to buy shoes i checked some shoe store and lastly bought Fila nice shoes and reached home and chatted with my friend Kiri and got call from Aunty she needs to come home we gone to hospital and pick her came back and gone for some shopping to cook and bout some alcohol to enjoy night and cooked a nice curry and slept like that morning time is 1:00 pm.  

feb10th

Hi all

today i mean in the last night at 1:30 am. I finish my work and came to my room by walk first time i came by walk at that time on my way to home. little bit scary even though I tried. but every thing OK came to room felt bit tired and open my laptop by lying on bed started browsing. I opened you tube i saw a short Telugu story which related to career. at 2:00 am i got a call from my friend who live next to my room that can i pick you up from my work . I told him that I am already in my room after finishing of that short story gone to his room and had a small chat with life and thing happening around and while I am going to work I felt very depressed because of problems in India and here and work place there is no peaceful life in my room after coming to London increased my stress a lot than in Aberdeen. I kept my wish to live in London now I am feeling London is not a good place and its polluted with Asians seeing lot of things daily, after coming here I don't feel its a foreign country OK leave that. in my life path while I am moving to London i had lot of work to do but due to work place people and I cant finish that work. they are big stupid they ruined my short life of 10 months in UK, they played with my life really they are not human beings they don't have hear and even the people are dying also they don't bother. they are that kind of people. before few days ago I was not well and even though they made me work on that night .god is also not showing mercy on my why he is doing like that my be he is testing, need to say good bye to that work place very soon and look some other good job. form today I will write every day my dairy.that pic taken in 2008 in shaw crescent miss that place.