feb10th

Hi all

today i mean in the last night at 1:30 am. I finish my work and came to my room by walk first time i came by walk at that time on my way to home. little bit scary even though I tried. but every thing OK came to room felt bit tired and open my laptop by lying on bed started browsing. I opened you tube i saw a short Telugu story which related to career. at 2:00 am i got a call from my friend who live next to my room that can i pick you up from my work . I told him that I am already in my room after finishing of that short story gone to his room and had a small chat with life and thing happening around and while I am going to work I felt very depressed because of problems in India and here and work place there is no peaceful life in my room after coming to London increased my stress a lot than in Aberdeen. I kept my wish to live in London now I am feeling London is not a good place and its polluted with Asians seeing lot of things daily, after coming here I don't feel its a foreign country OK leave that. in my life path while I am moving to London i had lot of work to do but due to work place people and I cant finish that work. they are big stupid they ruined my short life of 10 months in UK, they played with my life really they are not human beings they don't have hear and even the people are dying also they don't bother. they are that kind of people. before few days ago I was not well and even though they made me work on that night .god is also not showing mercy on my why he is doing like that my be he is testing, need to say good bye to that work place very soon and look some other good job. form today I will write every day my dairy.that pic taken in 2008 in shaw crescent miss that place.